It was such a shock to read about Ben this morning! It hit me hard, even tho we didn't get along, didn't see eye to eye, i still feel like a family member has passed away. Get tears every time i'm thinking about his finally getting his Casita, getting it ready to go. Yes, i still read his blogs every day, even tho i was blocked from making any comments.
Maybe when this shock gets better,,, i can see that he went the way i want to. Like MY Dad.
His Aunt in NM helped me with my Indian ancestry, gave me ways to go back and try to find the connections i needed. She is an amazing woman, sharp as a tack too.
I'm getting tears too, when i think about his 2 rug rats. How lost they must be. My Jude is about the same age as i am, in his cat years, and the thot of going before he does, just is not good.
I regret not knowing he went to the hospital, so i could have had him in my prayers. I never went back to any blogs after yesterday morning, so i missed it. The last i had seen was his friend from Austin was coming.
This is my tribute too, to a member of our blogging family. Amazing how close we are.
Yall tc, and,,this is hard to say right now, but
HAGD
